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Heavy Heavy Plush

by Julep Maisey

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    We recorded 5 different songs (13 unique takes) at Leesta Vall Sound Recordings.

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    Just Don't (3)
    99 Cent (2)
    Peach (2)
    Like Like (1)

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1.
lying awake the way janey does in powder blue turning her brain off is all that she can do when she gets it right you'll be the next to see it's never easy when you trip right over me like a violet baby it is all she knows turning blank tables in the places we used to go i'm doing all the work for you i'm doing all the work for you i'm doing all the work for you i'm doing all the work for you rubbing peach pits on the pavement just to see what they will turn into
2.
I Forgot 04:18
siting in the top room soaking in the street light every since I moved away I can never sleep at night but I’m gone once I change falling down with a different name but I could still be the one you want burying a bad seed that’s never gonna be enough and if you want we can just pretend and I’ll pretend I understand lost control of how it goes but if you really want me you gotta get better at sayin no you’re just a friend but I forgot you’re just a friend but I forgot
3.
Sick 01:52
I wish that I got sick of you I wish that I got sick of you I’m just sick of myself in my room I wish that I got sick of you I have this dream where I’m driving over I don’t have a license you’re sayin that it’s inevitable but that you like it and oh how the tables have turned when I open my eyes you’re not concerned it’s lost on the world for tonight til I fall asleep and make everything right I wish that I got sick of you I wish that I got sick of you I did all that you told me to I wish that I got sick of you
4.
Glaze 04:09
glazed eyes and marshmallow plans holding open what you looked for when this began girls close their eyes to feel things and wait to melt away in the spring the impulse swims inside with guilt and greed buried in the bones of flesh and meat undid the knots that I tied laid in the sun to bake and then to fry to fry to fry do you remember how I behave when you’re in the dark alone and decades away?
5.
Duh 02:18
sometimes I think about you when I’m with my friends I don’t really like yr my absolute favorite delusion making all my pipe dreams so life like and I can’t speak and I’m not better today but I am better on the page from real far away and I don’t really wanna complain but I will I don’t really wanna complain but I will I don’t really wanna complain but I will but I will I will you probably should have learned by now not to let her get too close to the edge you could talk me out of anything but you can’t talk me down from this ledge and I don’t really wanna complain but I will I will
6.
Rly Hpy 02:47
***i may be younger but i look after you were not in love but i make love to you when you’re not here I save some for you I’m not him but I mean something to you I mean something to you you got a roommate he’ll hear what we do it’s only awkward if you’re fuckin him too**
7.
all the boys at the show are skinny and love fugazi and they all have five o clock shadow all the boys at the show wear baseball caps cause lookin like a dad circa 1991 is really comin back all the boys at the show can tell you about their English degrees or sometimes advertising or even history all about a radio show they once had in college where they played mac demarco radiohead and tame impala or about how they once took a punch to the face so toughly and how they once dated a girl who kinda looked like me I don’t care that we made out in a bathroom one time I don’t wanna go on a date with you or hear what’s on your mind You’re the kind of boy writing bad pitchfork reviews Sees irony in romance But secretly listens to brand new you’re like cheap candy I can save you now or later But I’d prefer that we just shut it down all the boys at the show are skinny and love fugazi and they all have five o clock shadow all the boys at the show wear baseball caps cause lookin like a dad circa 1991 is really comin back
8.
On Purpose 02:13
I might be vain but at least I’m not selfish I’ve given up too many times if you count this I’m far too small to see all the things that are no good for me I was taught that I don’t deserve anything I had some standards but I gave up many things on purpose just so you know I didn’t want any of those So let’s take a drive and go home and whisper to these walls alone sippin on something too strong been lyin to myself for far too long cause I need some validation I wanna be figured out like a math equation Please take me out of my box They let me forget how to do it myself
9.
Half Awake 02:58
Metal bellied mailboxes Hold letters just from people I don’t wanna hear from today I am covered in dirt but I could walk forever I shouldn’t need to be charmed to know I’m feeling okay Drifting up on the shore Stuck with the same advice and just like before I'll try to shrink down these vices All the pills at the bottom of this vacation They all give me the same sensation Do you think that I could work this out on my own? Do you think that I could be anymore prone to Being tricked like a kid with a treat Or being bribed By all of my Dirty greed I’m not half awake for no one
10.
Just Don't 03:25
How many black little lacey things do I need? How many books in my room do I still have to read? How many stupid songs do I need to know? How many striped t-shirts does one girl need to own? I’m not getting any younger I’m just growing up How long until I don’t give a fuck? And if you’re thinking about kissing me please don’t if you’re thinking about touching me just don’t and if you’re thinking about being nice to me don’t if you’re thinking about kissing me please don’t just don’t life’s not getting any better it’s just going by what’s one more night in my room getting high? You don’t like when I’m sad and I use that tone I think I just want you to drive me home And if you’re thinking about kissing me please don’t if you’re thinking about touching me just don’t and if you’re thinking about being nice to me don’t if you’re thinking about kissing me please don’t just don’t
11.
Dirty Hair 04:12
I had these ghosts before you and I’ll Have them when you leave But all I ever asked of you is just to Stay still and look at me Sitting on the shower floor Soaking there sleeping in Watching you salt your sores Knowing where you have been No I’m not angry But I end up so bruised You know what is good for me But all I ever do is wake up confused You didn’t mean not yet You meant never But I’m waiting on the day when you slip my mind forever THIS IS WHAT I MEANT WHEN I SAID I WANT IT BAD This is just a dream I’m asleep I take it back I’ll leave my head when I need to And you can leave my house when it feels good to you

about

a collection of songs written between 2015-2017

credits

released January 27, 2017

Album art by Carly McKown
Music & Lyrics by Carly Mckown**
Lizzie Potter drums on tracks 8
Lily McKown plays lead guitar on track 7



**additional lyrics by Mitski (end of track 11)
and Frank Ocean (end of track 6)



thanks to liz, lily, maddy, drew, john and danny <3


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